Moldoro (moldoro) wrote in the_marching_52,

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A smashing, lacking performance all!

Good job folks. Though Ancient Voices was a bit more rushed then normal, otherwise things went well. I would like to say to all, even though the year is not over, that it has been a pleasent year with everyone having their ups and downs. Well, it is high time I did this...

List of Apologetic Statments to my fellow band members and others.

1- To begin with, I am going to aplogise to the band as a whole. I am sorry that I have been an ass to you all, and well, yeah that is kind of self explanitory.
2- Katy, I am sorry that things weren't exactly heaven sent, and that your family has been sick/injured/or anything else. I am sorry that I am a complete and utter jerk, I normally do not mean to be, but with all the stuff, end of the year, idiots who can't shut the hell up( Josh Bruhn!). I am sorry that I am standing with my desicion, but that is just nature, not even Communism can change human nature.
3- I am sorry Marry, yeah that is right everyone, I am apologising, something that none of you seem to have had the balls to do, I am sorry that no one tends to care about you, or if you are alright. I am sorry that people cannot have the wit to take you seriously, but I am also sorry that you are to paranoid to try and play your insturment. You can be an amazing player if you really tried. I am sorry, but I will admit to making fun of you, at least of your playing. Chin up, and face the world!
4- I am sorry, actually, I feel sorry for the following people because they are completly ignorant dicks, on levels one cannot even imagine, thus I also apologise for their behavior and lesser intellect. These people are, Josh Bruhn, Cody Mayo, Greg Pichoff. Yes and I hope they all get to read this.
5- I would like to apologise to my parents. Yeah, you brought me into this world and all, and I take your trust for granted at times. I know that I use langauge that you do not tend to appreciate, or approve of. I am also sorry that I am not such a good child as I used to be.
6- I am sorry, yeah this is a big one, to the whole damned world. I am sorry that we cannot be a utopia and that we are all in a constant power struggle that no one tends to be winning. I am sorry that we have completly screwed over the ecosystems that were in place beforeour time. I am sorry that people die every day becuase someone else decided it just fit. I am sorry that the only way to get ahead in life has become to lie, cheat, or kill to get past the other guy. I am sorry that no one is ever really pollitically correct. I am sorry that politics have decided to decide how to run a worl din which people had done well in for so long with out the governing bodies. I am sorry that there is such strife, and sorry that I am only adding to it. I am sorry that I am somewhat unable to take action to try and change the situation.
7- I am sorry, I am sorry to those I hurt without seeming to notice. I am sorry that I pretend not to notice your pain. I am sorry that perfection is only found after death. I am sorry that death is sometimes forced upon those that we love the most. I am sorry that I cannot change the world for the better, and I am sorry that I do not seem to change the general area I am in for the better either.
8- I am sorry that it took so long for me to say so little, but hopefully someone out there understands that I am indeed sorry for the things that are, the way they are, and the way they are probably going to be years down the line.
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Well, I'm going to comment.

Some of those things, like with the world and everything, yeah some of those you have no control over and never will anyway.

Just figured I'd let you know.

Also, this entry seemed really sad to me.. so this is me giving it a smile :).